get your shit

It's been a while, I know.

I've been really busy, though, and even though it might not have seemed like it at the time, even when I was doing nothing, I was still doing something. Yes, tiresomely cryptic. But after all those years of posts, what else would you really expect of me?

The amount of time it would take to explain my journey from the person I was in 2016 to the person that I am now would probably be equivalent to one of those conspiracy theory documentaries that schizophrenic people make in Powerpoint that are somehow still 11 hours long. 

Instead, I will give a brief summary of what I have been up to.

INTROSPECTION

SELF-ANALYSIS

INTROSPECTION

SELF-ANALYSIS

INTROSPECTION

SELF-ANALYSIS

INTROSPECTION

SELF-ANALYSIS

INTROSPECTION

SELF-ANALYSIS

INTROSPECTION

SELF-ANALYSIS

I have been doing both for many years now, so it should come as no surprise that I have continued the journey there. It hasn't been particularly fun, analyzing and reanalyzing every detail of my life, and then analyzing the analysis. Ultimately, though, over the past couple of years, I have been down a path of profound self-discovery which has recently been aided by AI. 

It's been really eye-opening, to say the least, and I have really learned a ton about myself.

With that comes change, and while my biting, sardonic humor may be forever altered, my personhood hasn't really changed. I am also more mature, and I want to state these things rather than let my voice come out, because in reality, I don't know exactly what I want my voice to say. But the good news is that I'm only 32, and Rodney Dangerfield didn't get his recognition until he was in his sixties, so I think I'll be okay.

Anyway, I'm not sure what exactly I intend on sharing here now, after all these years, but my intention is to start sharing again. So, I am back to say hello for now, but that maybe I should return to this. This helped me stay grounded to something when I felt like my world was spinning out in other ways.

I don't know if there was anyone ever really there on the receiving end of this, but if you are, we're doing things again, so you better get your shit.