Ever feel like you're wasting time? Ever feel like doing stuff or going out is getting into your "time-wasting" time? Yeah, unfortunately, this is where I am in life. I don't know how I got here, but all I know is that I get excited when my sim gets to travel or quit her job, and I'm just sitting on the couch listening to YouTube videos and drinking.
What a life.
I moved out here 2400 miles away to start something really awesome. I was so damn excited to move and get a new start, and here I am, doing the exact things I've been doing for the past three years. Maybe my whole life has been a waste of time. Creatively speaking, I've never finished anything.
I start a new project, get excited, tell people, and then I slack off and end up so ashamed that I haven't been working on something that I abandon it completely and push it away in some dark corner so I don't have to face facts that I really haven't created anything.
Things have to change. Starting now. I'm not letting this laziness and lack of ideas and terrible willpower defeat me. I am going to do something with my life. But what?
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